Are You In My Heart?

I don't understand
Why it must be you to be the one in my heart,
I have met many people.
But It must be you eventually
Who are in my heart?
Is not a coincidence can connect you with me?
There's only the heart that knows
who is the one in my dream,
You're the one that I've been waiting.
Because the heart is begging,
because the heart is calling for
Born to be your forever

It's because my heart never confused
It's certain that you are the only one
There are not many reasons
It just because my heart chooses you

U&I

If you're not around I can't do anything
I long for the taste of your cooking
So when you get back home
I'm gonna glomp you with a great big smile
If you're not around I couldn't take it anymore
I long for the sound of your voice
Just being able to see you smile that means everything to me
Simply by being together you've always given me strength
I wanna be with you forever and a day
I wanna tell you that this is how I feel
Whether under the sun or under the rain
You were always there when I needed you
Whenever I close my eyes I could see your smile shining bright
If you're not around I wouldn't know what to do
Where's the sugar and soy sauce?
And I was hoping that I could surprise you
When you come home I think I've been spoiled too much by you
Because you're too good to me
Getting all the things from you I can't possibly return the favor
All along I had taken your existence for granted
And I thought we would always, always be together
As the days go by
Sorry that I had just realized
That it really isn't the case So I have to tell you these two words to begin with "Thank you"
Can they go straight to your heart?
I'm not so sure of myself right now but
Please don't laugh, alright? Listen to me
'Cause I'm gonna put all my feelings into this word
I would like to give you every ounce of my gratitude
And send it to you through this song
This is a feeling I will never, ever forget

Dedicated to U

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Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.

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a long time ago I did not write, my schedule is very crowded, but thank you because now can.

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きっと僕は尋ねられたんだろう
生まれる前 どこかの誰かに
「未来と過去 どちらか一つを
見れるようにしてあげるからさ
どっちがいい?」

そして僕は過去を選んだんだろう
強い人より優しい人に
なれるように なれますようにと
『想い出』って何だか分かるように

続けて誰かさんは僕に言う
「腕も脚も口も耳も眼も
心臓もおっぱいも鼻の穴も
二つずつつけてあげるからね
いいでしょう?」

だけど僕はお願いしたんだよ
「口は一つだけでいいです」と
僕が一人でケンカしないように
一人とだけキスができるように

忘れたい でも忘れない
こんな想いを なんと呼ぶのかい

少し不機嫌な顔のその人は
また仕方なく話しはじめた
「一番大事な心臓はさ
両胸につけてあげるからね
いいでしょう?」

またまた僕はお願いしたんだ
「恐れ入りますがこの僕には
右側の心臓はいりません
わがままばかり言ってすいません」

僕に大切な人ができて
その子抱きしめる時はじめて
二つの鼓動がちゃんと胸の
両側で鳴るのがわかるように

左は僕ので右は君の
左は君ので右は僕の
一人じゃどこか欠けてるように
一人でなど生きてかないように

忘れたい でも忘れない
こんな想いをなんと呼ぶのかい

胸が騒がしい でも懐かしい
こんな想いをなんと呼ぶのかい

「そう言えば 最後にもう一つだけ
『涙 』もオプションでつけようか?
なくても全然支障はないけど
面倒だからってつけない人もいるよ
どうする?」

そして僕はお願いしたんだよ
強い人より優しい人に
なれるように なれますようにと
『大切』ってなんだか分かるように

「じゃあ ちなみに涙の味だけども
君の好きな味を選んでよ
酸っぱくしたり 塩っぱくしたり
辛くしたり 甘くしたり
どれでも好きなのを選んでよ
どれがいい?」

「望み通り全てが
叶えられているでしょう?
だから涙に暮れる
その顔をちゃんと見せてよ
さぁ 誇らしげに見せてよ」

「ほんとにありがとうございました
色々とお手数をかけました
最後に一つだけいいですか?

どっかでお会いしたことありますか?」

notice #1

"If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut." ~the most beloved revered unfathomable Albert Einstein.

I don’t have a heart…

If I say that I’m in pain, I’m scared that I’ll really be in pain
If I say that I’m sad, I’m scared that I will shed my tears
Why don’t I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh…
But people ask me why I’m crying…

Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again
What’s wrong with me, why do I do this repeatedly?
Can’t differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals
So far in my life, I never felt pain this excruciating
Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper
In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go
I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and let it go
my eyes are filling up with tears again, this separation between us..

I’m without a heart, I don’t have a heart
So I wouldn’t be feeling pain
Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell
But even so, I keep shedding my tears

If I say that I’m in pain, I’m scared that I’ll really be in pain
If I say that I’m sad, I’m scared that I will shed my tears
Why don’t I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
But people ask me why I’m crying,when I’m laughing like this

After you left, I think I became a fool
I can’t do, I can’t do anything, so I die.
I shove myself into a corner and live
Without you there’s nothing left to do A day is too long, way too long
But what was I busy with, to make you feel so lonely,
when you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends
was so easy, but why couldn’t I do the same to you?
I always regretted being so slow,
I don’t know if I’m really stupid, but I still can’t let go of our bond.

I’m without a heart, I don’t have a heart
Again today, I can see through your lies
My heart is in so much pain, I’m begging for your help
How can I smile in times like this?

If I say that I’m in pain, I’m scared that I’ll really be in pain
If I say that I’m sad, I’m scared that I will shed my tears
Why don’t I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
But people ask me why I’m crying,when I’m laughing like this

(let’s smile) like couples in dramas
(let’s smile) like the title of your blog
(let’s smile) happy like in my past

I’m without a heart, I can’t be in pain
I’m without a heart, I can’t be in pain
Let’s just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
Please, please let’s stop crying now…

 

by: 8eight

meet Love…

I only saw you as a young child
And yet my heart lingered closer
Without me knowing
Little by little
I fell deeper
Even though I couldn’t see it at first
I can’t deny that my heart
Is driving me crazy
I know I’m bad
But, I can’t let you go
Let me have your name, the memories of you
Come into my heart
Please help me
I come to you with love

You saw me only as a child
And yet I linger closer
Without me knowing my steps
Walk, little by little, to you
Even though I try to stop myself
The heart that I can’t lie to
Is driving me crazy
I know I’m bad
But, I can’t let you go
Even though I know that
You only see me as a child
Even though I can’t speak, know of this day
When I came to your love
Again, come closer to me
Come again closer to me

For us,
Now, let us forgot
Both our pain
So that I can smile
In your presence, next to you
Come into my heart
Be my everything
So that I can dream happy dreams
Be my love